I'm going to be honest. Sometimes I find myself doubting him; asking myself "Is he just pulling a very sick joke, or does he actually feel the same?"
I haven't been in a serious relationship for so long it's almost like I have to pinch myself. He'll say the kindest thing and I'll double take and think "Is he serious? Is he just leading me on?" then I remember our late nights up, chatting on FB and the things he's said and how I feel and it's like all those doubts just

dissolve
into
thin

air.

I've never felt so special in my life.

I don't want this feeling to go away.